Subject: Grief chapter 2 Please remember to donate to. fty/donate.html ************************************************************ Grief Chapter 2 I woke up to the sound of knocking on my front door. I jumped up in a panic and scrambled to get my underwear on. I started to make my way to the door to see who was there. I looked back at Matthew as he was making his way to his bedroom, he looked back at me breifly and we made eye contact, we both smiled. I waved him into his room, walked over to door and peeped through the hole. It was my mom, she watched him while I worked. I opened the door, “Hi Mijo! I brought you and Matty some lunch, I thought we could catch up over a home cooked meal.” She said in her sweet sounding Mexican accent. “Ma! You didn’t have to do that, I could’ve taken us out, all you had to do was say something.” I said as i leaned in to kiss her cheek. “Sure, but will they have MY chili colorado receipe?!” she asked incredulously. I had to admit though, no one could cook like my mom, except MAYBE Sarah’s. They were rock stars in the kitchen and they loved to feed us. My mom walked in with her bags of food, I didn’t see any containers with prepared food and realized she was going to be cooking here. We walked into the kitchen together and I cleared the dishes that were in the sink and put them in the dishwasher. “Donde esta mi Mateo?” she asked in Spanish. I told her was in his room napping and that I’d go fetch him. My mom hated when i didn’t respond in Spanish if she asked something in Spanish. So i made sure to respond correctly. She was teaching Matthew to speak it as well. I walked into Matty’s room, he was still nude and spread out on his bed. It was then that i noticed how fucking sexy he was. He was on his side, holding himself up on his elbow. I scanned his body, he had soft wavy hair that medium length and slightly fell over his eyes, his lips were full and red, his eyes still had that deep almost glowing blue hue, his chest was slightly defined, his abs had a bit of baby fat on them, but were showing signs of being defined as well, and then I saw his little boy dick. It was soft, but kinda big looking for a kid his age, maybe 3 ish inches while soft and uncut of course. Sarah and I both agreed that circumcision was barbaric and cruel. His little nuts were the size of Bbs. I’d checked out guys before, at the gym, but more for inspiration and not in a sexual way. Or was it? I thought to myself. Maybe I’d always been kind of attracted to the same sex, I mean i did like to eat my load, and if i’m honest i would’ve sucked my own dick if i could. Though i’d never tried, maybe something for another time. I shook my head of my sexual thoughts when Matty asked who had been at the door. “Oh, yeah. It’s your Abuela. Get some clothes on and come to the kitchen. She’s making us lunch.” I said still a little distracted by his body. He seemed to notice my sudden intrest in his body, he slowly twisted his body and was on all fours as he streched into child’s pose, (it’s a yoga position), showing off his tight little hole! FUCK! I really wanted to know what it tasted like and felt like on my tongue, maybe even my cock someday! He smirked at my desperate look on my face, “Do you think i’m sexy daddy?” He asked in a sultry voice I’d never heard him use before. I continued to stare intensely at his boy hole, I was rock hard and leaking so much precum that it was pouring through my underwear and a drop fell to the floor. Fuck, this kid was driving me wild! How was this possible, just half a day ago I didn’t think of him as anything but my sweet boy. But now? Now, he was this sexy little thing that i wanted to violate so badly. “Daddy? Did you hear me?” he asked with a cute little smile. I came out of my sex daze again, “Mijo, we don’t have time for this, your Abuela is in the kitchen waiting for us! We can talk about these things later, ok?” I said lustily. I definitely couldn’t hid that, I REALLY wanted him. Damn! Why did my mom have to come today of all days, just when me and Matty were starting to discover what we could do together. He sat up on his bed and was on his knees as he turned towards me. I saw his boy cock hard for the first time ever, it was about 4.5″ and his little head was just peeking out of his foreskin. I started to walk towards him as if i were under a spell. As i approached him, I reached my hand out and wrapped my finger and thumb around his dick. I pulled back the skin and saw his full little head, my mouth watered suddenly, I wanted to know what he tasted like so badly! No, I NEEDED to know what he tasted like. He moaned quietly, he had enough sense to şişli travesti know not to be loud. I pressed my lips to his as i began to jerk his boy cock. He gasped softly into my mouth as our tongues probed each other’s mouths. I then started to kiss my way down his body, taking time to tease his dime sized nipples. I finally reached his boy cock, I pressed my nose into his balls and breathed in his scent deeply. God that scent! I drove me wild! I backed up a bit and crouched down onto my knew. He was still on his knees on his bed and this made his boy cock level with my face. I looked up at him and we locked eyes again. I then pulled his foreskin back, exposing his little cock head, and swiped my tongue across it. It tasted like nothing I’d ever had before, salty and tangy but somehow kind of sweet. I engulfed his whole 4.5″ and began to give my son his first blow job. It was an indescribable feeling, his boy cock was only about as thick as two pencils put together, but it felt as though it filled my whole mouth. I bobbed on his boy cock as fast as i could and maintained a tight suction on it at the same time. Matthew started to buck his hips and fuck my face. This spurred me on and i sucked harder. He suddenly grabbed my head and pulled it hard onto his boy cock as he rabbit fucked my mouth. He was clearly getting close his first orgasm. I wondered if he was old enough to shoot anything, I only had to wonder for a moment longer as his body suddenly tensed up and he slammed his little hips into my face on last time. I could feel he boy cock twitching in my mouth but tasted nothing, a dry cum. I could hear him breathing hard through his nose as his boygasm wracked his body. I felt proud for some reason, proud that it was ME that gave him his first cum. This was something neither of us would ever forget. Meanwhile, my cock was still hard and leaking, I reached into my underwear pulled it out and stroked it a few times before cumming hard all over the side of my son’s bed. I still had his little dick in my mouth as we both caught our breath. “That was so amazing daddy!” he whispered excitedly. “Same, Mijo, Same! Now get dressed quick and go say hi to your Abuela. I’ll meet you out there in a minute. I’m gonna change too.” He smiled at me and nodded his head in understanding. We kissed softly and I made my way to my room. “Fuck that was so risky!” I thought to myself, ” but so FUCKING HOT!”. I sighed deeply as I entered my bedroom. I tossed my cum soaked underwear in the laundry bin and put on some nylon running shorts i had lying on a chair. I didn’t bother putting on any underwear, I then pulled on a neon colored tank that fit me tightly and showed of my defined chest. When i walked into the kitchen my mom and Matthew were laughing and he was helping her prep the food, by which i mean he was snacking on various veggies and cooked meats. I smiled at him, “Need any more help Ma?” I asked. She said that she was basically done and asked my to setup the table. I did as she asked. We all chatted and caught up together, it was nice to spend time with my mom. But my mind was still preoccupied with sexual thoughts of Matthew, I couldn’t believe how quickly i was becoming sexually attracted to him or how normal this was beginning to feel. We finished lunch and cleaned up, I kissed my mom goodbye and we waved her off as she left. As I closed the door, I quickly turned around and grabbed my under his arms and pulled him up in my arms. We began to passionately make out. I started to make my way towards my bedroom discarding our clothing on the way. When we reached my bedroom i tossed him playfully onto my bed. He giggled as he bounced, his little boy cock and balls bouncing around freely as he did. He backed up towards the headboard, and I crawled up towards him, I wanted to savor every part of his body. I pulled his little feet up to my mouth and began to suck on his little toes. I pushed his feet together around my dick and jerked myself off with them. My precum was leaking like a faucet all over his feet, I pulled them up to my mouth again and sucked my cum off. I then licked and kissed my way up his coltish little legs, as i reached his little ball sack i paused and inhaled deeply. I took in as much of his scent as i could, It was like i was addicted to his scent. I took his little sack into my mouth and rolled his tiny nuts in my mouth, I savored the taste. He moaned out loud and his little body wriggled around on the bed and he clawed at the sheets. “Daddy, that feels so good! Please make me tingle again!” He cried out. I obliged his request and took his boy cock into my mouth along with beylikdüzü travesti his nut sack. I swirled my tongue all around, eliciting another loud moan from Matthew. I released him briefly, sucked on my fingers and then made my way towards his tight virgin entrance. I slowly inserted my forefinger, his body tensed and then relaxed as it slide deeper into his boy hole. I began to finger him and resumed sucking his boy cock. I probed around his boy hole, searching for his prostate. I knew from personal experience with Sarah, that he would love his button being worked. After a bit of digging, I found what i was looking for and pressed hard on his boy button. He practically screamed out in pleasure and began to fuck my mouth. “Oh! Oh, wow! Daddy, what are you pressing on? It feels so good! I’m close to having those tingles again!” He panted. I knew he was in for one hell of a boygasm, a few minutes later I felt his body tense and his legs squeezed my head as his body was wracked with a powerful boygasm. “DADDY! DADDY! OH GOD! UHHHHHH!” He screamed out. His body and boy cock jerked under me, he was for sure having a great dry cum. His boy cock twitched so much it practically vibrated in my mouth. All at once it was over. His body relaxed and he released my head from his legs. I crawled up, placing small kisses along his tummy and chest. I nuzzled his neck and licked his little ears. I pulled my head back and looked at his face, he looked completely satisfied! That look turned me on even more! I needed more of him! How far could i push him? How far was I willing to push him? He was, after all, just a boy. As i contemplated this, he had regained his senses and reached up and pulled me down into a passionate kiss. He broke our kiss and stared at me deeply with those beautiful eyes of his. Finally, he spoke, “Daddy, that was the most amazing feeling i’ve ever felt! Even better that the tingles i had on the couch. I… I… I really love feeling you inside me!” His words made me so happy. “I want to feel you penis in me.” He said shyly. I was shocked, I knew he was a smart kid, but I didn’t think he would know about anal sex. “How do you know about that?” I asked. “That same anatomy book, it talked about sex acts. I’ve wondered what it would feel like since then.” I knew this was going to happen, I knew we both wanted this. But, I was afraid of hurting him, he was my little boy and i never wanted to cause him any harm. “Son, you know my cock is huge. I don’t know if i can get it into you.” I warned. “We can try though, I want to try Daddy. Please!?” He gave me a puppy dog look that he knew i could never resist. “Ok, but we have to prep your ass first.” I advised. I told him to pull his knees to his chest, he did as i asked. He presented my with his beautiful little boy hole and my mouth began to water. I leaned forward and took a swipe of it with my tongue. He moaned and i took that as a sign to continue. I dove in and began to eat his little boy hole like I was a starving animal. I licked and chewed on it, he continued to moan and began pushing into me. I stuck my tongue into him and fucked him with it, my saliva dripping down his crack as i did. I scooped up the spit that was dripping down and used it to lube up my fingers. “Ok Mijo, I’m gonna start opening you up, if it starts to hurt just tell me and I’ll stop. I want this to feel good for both of us.” He nodded his head in acknowledgement. I slide my forefinger back into his virgin hole and fucked him for a bit to allow him to adjust. After about 5 minutes I decided to slide a second finger in. I watched his face for any signs of pain, but he just moaned and tossed his head from side to side, he was defintely enjoying this. I fucked his boy hole with my two fingers for a few more minutes before sliding a third finger in. Again I watched his face and again he only showed signs of being pleasured. My cock was about the width of four of my fingers, so I knew if he could take another he would defintely be able to take my cock. The thought sent a shock through my body straight to my balls and even more precum started to flow out. Finally, I started to slide the fourth finger into him, watching his face. He grunted as it entered and his face scrunched up a bit. “You ok Mijo? If it’s too much we can stop.” I said. “No! No, it’s ok. Keep going.” He said back. What a trooper i thought to myself. I slowly started to fuck him with my four fingers. Sticking my tongue into him every so often to keep him lubed up. I grasped my leaking cock and began to rub my precum all over it as lube. After 10 minutes of this he looked up at me and gave istanbul travesti me a look that told me he was ready. I pulled my fingers out of him and rose up a bit. With my cock in my hand i smacked his hole a few times and rubbed the head around, spreading my cock juice around it. I took a deep breath. “This is it!” I said to myself. I aimed my fat head at his tiny little hole; it was slightly gapped from the finger it’d just received. I placed my head on his hole, looked him in his eyes, and started to press it in. Even with all the fingering he was still tight as fuck. I pulled my hips back a bit and shoved forward to try to force my cock in a bit. I got about half of my head in. Matthew cried out in pain, I froze and looked up at him. He nodded his head to spur me on. I pused the rest of my head into his once virgin boy hole. “Wow!” i said out loud. It was the greatest thing i’d ever felt, incredibly tight and hot. Fingering him didn’t prepare me for how amazing he would feel around my fat daddy cock. I slowly pressed forward, he took an inch before he stopped me to adjust. After he did, i pushed in another inch. We did this a few more times until I had about 5″ of my 11″ in. “I don’t think i can take anymore than that.” He said in a strained voice. “It’s ok Mijo, you did amazing! You have 5″ of daddy’s cock in you!” I exlaimed. I gave him a few mintues to adjust, I didn’t want to pressure him to take anymore of my cock than he already had, I wanted this to be pleasurable for both of us. I wrapped my hand around the part of my cock not in his ass and slowly began to pull out. As i did his little face scrunched up and he tossed his head side to side, all while breathing in and out deeply. I watched my cock pull his ass lips out. What a fucking sight! I pulled out to my head and then began to push back in. I did this for a while, waiting for him to give me the go ahead. But god! I really wanted to just shove all of my fat 11″ into him and really give it to him. I resisted that urge, and then he let out a deep sigh and told me i could go a little faster. I built up my speed and got into a little rhythm. Slow I got faster and faster until I was rabbit fucking his tight boy hole. Matthew meanwhile was moaning and screaming and call out my name. I could feel my orgasm building. Fuck this was going to be a HUGE fucking nut! I’ve always been a big shooter, but I knew that this was going to be like nothing I’ve ever experience before. My orgasm built and my balls started to tighten. It was so difficult not to just slam my cock into him and blow my load. But that was why i kept my hand gripped around the part of my cock that limited how much cock i shoved into his tight little fuck hole. “I’m getting close Mijo, I love you so fucking much!” I panted to him. I was so wrapped up on how amazing his hole felt on my dick that i hadn’t noticed that his boy cock was rock hard from the battering his prostate was taking. “I think i’m close too daddy, your hitting that spot inside me with you dick. I feels so amazing, I think i’m gonna get tingles just from you doing me!” He said. And with that his hole clamped down on my cock and his boy cock started to jerk. He came just from my fucking him! The thought of that sent me over the edge and i blasted my load into him. “HOLY FUCK! AHHHH! AHHHH! OH FUCK! I’M CUMMING! I’M FUCKING CUMMING IN MY LITTLE BOY! FUUUUUUCCCKK!” I screamed out. I felt at least 8 shots blast into him before i collapsed on top of his little body. We both panted as we recovered from the Earth shattering orgasms we’d experienced. I felt the rest of my ball juice flow into him. If felt like i had shot a gallon of cum into him. I leaned up on my elbows and looked down at Matthew. He was asleep, his boygasm had really taken everything out of him. I leaned down and kissed his soft full lips. I slowly started to pull out of him. The top half of my cock was slimy with the mix of my load and his ass juices all over it. I pulled all the way out of him and saw his hole gapping, staring at me. I noticed my load flowing out of him like a small river. I was overcame with the need to eat it. I dove down on his no longer virgin hole and began to eat my load out of it. I tasted great! After a few minutes i could no longer taste my load in him. I pulled my face away and wiped my mouth. “I can’t believe i just fucked my son! My 7 year old son! And ican’t believe how FUCKING amazing it felt!” I thought to myself as i watched him sleep. I couldn’t wait to see what else this new adventure had in store for us. I knew I would be inside of him a lot more and I knew he’d be begging for it. I couldn’t wait! ************************************************************ Thank you to everyone that reached out and encouraged me to continue this little story. I was so nervous about posting it! But you pervs really made me feel like I could keep going! Keep the feedback coming!