I will start with the first “fantasy” I had, which I have thought about ever since I began masturbating a few years ago. This actually started as a bad dream/nightmare, which I had when I was younger, and used to recur every few weeks. It would wake me up during the night, and I would be in a state of terror and panic, sweating and gasping for breath. But I would also feel sexually aroused when I awoke. When I got older and began masturbating, this dream/nightmare became my regular fantasy. I think it might have originally been triggered by an incident when I had to be rescued out of the sea by my Dad when I was small, after a freak wave pulled me off my feet, whilst playing on the sea shore, and dragged me under. So in the dream/nightmare I am aged about sixteen or seventeen I Erzurum Escort think. It’s all a bit weird and unrealistic, but then dreams are like that. I am on a beach (no idea where) and decide to go swimming in the sea. There are quite a lot of people around, and it’s quite a nice day. I go into the waves, and I’m wearing a two piece bikini. I swim quite a long way out until I can’t feel the sand under my feet. Then, very quickly, the weather changes, and the sea is very rough, like some sort of summer storm has come in off the sea. I start to panic, and try to swim back to the shore, but the waves are getting bigger and stronger, and the current is pulling me out. Then a wave hits me from behind, and pushes me under. I don’t know which way is up or down, Erzurum Escort Bayan and feel myself tumbling around in the darkness as the huge waves engulf me. I suddenly come to the surface, and gasp for breath, but then another wave pulls me under. Again I am totally disorientated and struggling to get air. I feel myself being dragged along the sea bed, and realise that my bikini panties are being pulled down by the motion. I reach down to try to grab them, but it’s too late and the panties disappear into the deep darkness of the surf. I am suddenly thrust up to the surface, and manage to gulp a mouthful of air. I can see the beach is even further away, and I am being pulled towards rocks at the bottom of a cliff. Then another wave crashes Escort Erzurum over me, hurling me towards the rocks. Again I am dragged under, and pulled along the sea bed, where rocks now scrape against my body. I feel my bikini top get caught on something, and I can’t get free. I struggle to get loose, weak and suffocating under the waves. I try again to swim to the surface, but my bikini top is tangled on something, trapping me against the rocks. Desperate, I wriggle myself out of the bikini, and fight to reach the surface. I gasp another lung full of air, coughing and choking on a mouthful of seawater. Now totally naked, I feel a surge of power propel me forcefully against the rocks, and my leg slams into one. I cry out in pain, desperately looking to see if there is anyone around to help. But the beach seems so far away, and nobody even seems to be aware of my situation. Somehow I manage to grasp hold of the rocks, and pull myself out of the crashing surf and up to a safer place. For what seems like forever, I lie on a rock, naked, cold and exhausted.